Mein Kampf

Everyday is a struggle.

School has been kind of hectic with the tempo rising higher every day. Bit by bit I'm losing my playtime and bit-by-bit my world starts to revolve around homework. Today same as the past few days, was nothing but homework. I spent afew hours on Maya and InDesign till I'm spent. With much effort, I told myself to wash up before sleep. Then, something felt weird.

I couldn't really make up what the weird feeling was. I pondered as I wash up. Till lying in bed after drying my hair, I'm still pondering. 'Maybe I'm thinking too much.', that's what I said to myself. 'Get to sleep, you got a 9am class tomorrow.'

Minutes passed, my restlessness in bed has turned from small actions to tossing and turning. I STILL CAN'T GET TO SLEEP! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG?!

This is bad, this is real bad. I can't be late for the class tomorrow. I have missed one and I don't want to affect my attendance further. Just get to slumberland already. I took my phone and decided to take a look at my timetable.

I zoomed in the opened PDF file and went, 'F**KKKKK!!!!!' I actually forgot about the weekly story writing for Scriptwriting Module.

I on my MBP, went to my blog and.... stared at it blankly. It apparently lasted for afew minutes. My brain is fried. There isn't a single drop of brain juice left to be used. WHAT NOW?

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This was literally screaming in my head. I can't think up of anything to write.

Okay, stay calm. This problem can't be solved without composure. Just then, I realised that I approached this assignment in the wrong direction. I let out a long breath and started typing. With the help of my music player for shuffling to the right pieces of music, flow started to come in.

Words to sentences, sentences to paragraphs and finally to a passage forming this post. Yea this post, which you readers are reading caused my eye rings to appear. It was written with much sweat and effort. Now I can head to bed with peace... at least for tonight.