Rainbow

You filled my life with colours.

Many things are flowing through my mind as I’m building up this post, too much to the point where I don’t know where to begin. I don’t want to touch so much on my schoolwork cause I have been stating them in my previous posts. There are not many changes to that part of life. The only prominent change is that the workload keeps increasing.

There’s something new though. My monotonous school life is starting to be filled with colours. It was unexpected as I think about it. I’m even smiling to myself at this point. Haha. Yea, back to what I was relating and yea to those who know me, it’s regarding a girl. HAHAHA! The ‘knew it’ popped up in you guys’ head right?

Well, we are chatting like any other people. Teasing each other, laughing and talking about anything. She’s pretty and cute. I like. Not that I’m just into looks. I do like what’s in her too. I like talking to her a lot. Same frequency, that’s for sure. The feel I get from her is different from other pretty faces I’ve met before. I can say it’s indescribable. I’ve got to understand her little by little as the time elapsed and the fond for her grew.

Her addition to my life has unknowingly starts to mould me into another person. Better, I suppose. I’m a hot-tempered person. Whenever I’m doing Maya, I will be in a ‘no-holes barred’ mode. Lots of vulgarities will just shoot out from my mouth like a machine gun. I will always have the urge to just whack my MBP same goes for playing games, two PSPs were smashed in the process but now there’s a solution for all that. When I start to feel abit of anger, I’ll look at her picture. It calms my nerves. Disgusting to some but true. Lol.

Now, everything is nice and sweet. Colours continue to flow in and fill the other parts of me. Hopefully this stays without me screwing it all up with my bad character leading it back to the dull black and white world.

Alright, that’s enough of information. Gonna head to bed and dream of her.

Intoxicated, I am.

-Logging off-